I want my blog to

I want my blog to be my representation, but unfortunately this blog is many things I am not.
I am not always trying to change the world, not always reading books but yes to be honest I am jobless meaning I am not attending any school / college right now (it’s my fourth semester off after high school) 
I am almost 20 and technically I should be in University, getting my bachelor’s but I am not . 
I am still sitting here, writing blog posts (not too often), being vegan, playing with my cat, doing photography once in a while and doing everything many people would categorize as “useless”. 
I could have used this time off well ; travel the world, write a book or even work on a documentary but I didn’t. I chose to watch One Tree Hill, eat too much junk and be isolated.
I don’t regret it though. Although I know I should have done a few things but this time off is good in a way because people need to handle themselves before they can handle bigger responsibilities. 
If I were to join school then, I would flunk and drop out which would not be any good.
Today, although with the help of psychiatrists, anti depressants and too many failures I can stand back up and not care. 
I don’t want to tell my kids or grandkids I was a failure I want to tell them I was able to pull myself together even if it was a bit late and headed for my goal. 


Makeup tips I have learned

This weekend was quite a bumpy weekend considering I had my cousin’s wedding to attend and I was in no mood for a wedding. But the good thing is while I was there, I met a professional makeup artist who excels at bridal makeup. My makeup , however was suitable for event makeup looks.

1. Eyeliner brushes are the best for cat eyes, you can ever slightly dip the brush in the water.
2. Matte lipsticks are amazing for events. Do not mess it up with gloss.
3. If you want to avoid looking like a cake face, get a BB cream and evenly apply through the areas of your face.
4. A perfect base for the face begins with a moisturizer, ends with a blush.
5. An eyeliner on your water line can make a huge difference.
6. Smoky eyes never look good on round faces.
7. First do your eye makeup and then move on to the face if you’re messy with your eye
8. Draw a V on your outer lid and carefully blend it
9. Bronzer is unnecessary if you do not want to contour your face.
10. Darker the outfit, lighter the blush.

P.S – These are all makeup tips for events, party makeups!